I may not be super strong, or have active powers, but I'm a lot more dangerous than people give me credit for. In a straight fight, I can probably take him. Hell, if he has a gun I can take him.
And his illusions didn't grab me. My systems are used to seeing through illusions. I admit there was a bit more of an emotional aspect than I was fully prepared for, but it was easier to tell what was real and what wasn't. He seemed freaked when I found him the first time he tried to leave a holoBeck behind.
That and the fact that there is no pain he can simulate that compares to what was done to me. And I've learned to remind myself that Belasco can't get me anymore.
[And honestly? He doesn't know that he'll be able to sleep tonight.]
I had an advantage, Peter. My glasses could tell me there was nothing TO Belasco. But I'm sorry you had to live through that. Guess we're insomnia buddies tonight.
There are types of mental and emotional manipulation I can't... He was using you, Peter. I can't accept that. I've had that sort of thing ruin my life and those of others I care about. I couldn't stand by this time.
Men like that, Peter, they don't stop using you. You fall deeper and deeper into their clutches. You believe in them because they seem to believe in you. See the best in you, make you feel important and like you can help them achieve what they need to.
They paint this picture of how it will be better. This little thing that went wrong? Just a stepping stone. Then they use it against you. You have to do this, or it could get other people hurt. You need to be that or it could get other people in trouble. And you're the only one that can do this thing.
They use you up and you don't realize until you're too deep and it's too late and you see the monster only when it nearly kills you. If you ever do.
[ Peter is incredibly glad that David can't see his face right now; he's hit the nail on the head. It's incredibly difficult seeing his situation just laid out in text like that.
It takes a long time for his response to come back. ]
[Was it Peter's situation, or something about David's past? Yes. The answer is just yes.]
I'm sorry. My intention was to tell him to back off and let you do your own thing. To stop clutching at you so tightly. And things sort of got out of hand.
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8/9/19 16:37 (UTC)In a straight fight, I can probably take him. Hell, if he has a gun I can take him.
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8/9/19 17:14 (UTC)i had trouble and i do have pretty great superpowers
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8/9/19 17:17 (UTC)He seemed freaked when I found him the first time he tried to leave a holoBeck behind.
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8/9/19 18:18 (UTC)when he taps into your brain directly
[ Also, did you just call him the holoBeck. That's amazing. ]
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8/9/19 18:22 (UTC)That demon I told you about? He conjured the image of it. Would have been more of a thing if I didn't dream it most nights.
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8/9/19 18:24 (UTC)does that REALLY make it easier?
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8/9/19 18:27 (UTC)[And honestly? He doesn't know that he'll be able to sleep tonight.]
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8/9/19 18:30 (UTC)he made me think i was dissolving again, and he cant simulate all of it, but im still not gonna sleep tonight.
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8/9/19 18:31 (UTC)But I'm sorry you had to live through that.
Guess we're insomnia buddies tonight.
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8/9/19 18:34 (UTC)thats kind of what i meant
you sure answered this text even though its late
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8/9/19 18:37 (UTC)(no subject)
8/9/19 18:43 (UTC)and maybe if you stay up long enough youll be too tired to dream
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8/9/19 18:45 (UTC)My mutation changed how I remember things, Peter. My past? It's unfortunately flawless.
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8/9/19 19:12 (UTC)I do apologize for not asking you before I got involved. There are just some things I don't stand for.
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8/9/19 19:30 (UTC)[ He absolutely did not. ]
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8/9/19 19:36 (UTC)okay, it wasnt perfect
but im pretty sure i was keeping him stable and now im not sure what going to happen.
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8/9/19 19:38 (UTC)They paint this picture of how it will be better. This little thing that went wrong? Just a stepping stone. Then they use it against you. You have to do this, or it could get other people hurt. You need to be that or it could get other people in trouble. And you're the only one that can do this thing.
They use you up and you don't realize until you're too deep and it's too late and you see the monster only when it nearly kills you. If you ever do.
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8/9/19 19:46 (UTC)It takes a long time for his response to come back. ]
i got out, at least.
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8/9/19 19:52 (UTC)I'm sorry. My intention was to tell him to back off and let you do your own thing. To stop clutching at you so tightly. And things sort of got out of hand.
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