You wouldn't be able to hurt him even if you tried, trust me on that. And I'm not really happy with the statement 'you'll fix it'.
Please, let me help. Or let me try to. There are a lot of people who I haven't been able to help before, and some I've tried to. One of my best friends growing up, he had a power he was scared of too. He went by Wither. Whatever he touched something biological, be it animal or vegetable, or even just wood, it degraded.
I never stood by him properly, to help him grow and find ways to control his own powers so he could touch people. So he could know the world. So he could be happy. He died because no one was there to help teach him, and a really evil woman manipulated him because of that. I've resolved since then to do what I can to help people Especially those who are in positions they don't want to be in.
[ here he goes, he said it. He knows that Venom is not shy about it and Eddie kind of goes along with the whole thing of "We only eat bad people". But it doesn't matter to Kaneki, because he has no justification for it other than "I have to".
And it's horrible. To Kaneki, it's one of the most horrendous things he has to do. Which is why he knows he shouldn't be living with humans in first place.
But in the end, his abilities isn't about how they hurt him, but about how he hurts others. And can not stop it.]
[That's an interesting one he hasn't heard from many people save those affected by Symbiotes.]
My first suggestion is this: if you haven't met him yet, I've seen some network posts by a man named Eddie Brock, and a creature called Venom. While I don't approve of Venom himself, Eddie will possibly be good emotional support for this.
Next, do you know if you are capable of processing plant matter, and whether other meats are sufficient for your dietary needs? If that is possible already, then a suppression device might help curb any impulses you have and help you with a more 'traditional human' diet.
You said you want to be human, are you non-human now? Was this a change in coming here, or from your own world?
All of this will be needed to start looking into how to help you.
[ the thing about Eddie is that... Well he is seemingly okay with all of it while Kaneki is not.
But all these questions leave Kaneki feelinf extremely weird. He doesn't talk about his diet, what he is. He can't. So being asked all those questions like this feels strange.
He admitted to it because he wanted David to understand why Kaneki is pulling away so desperately. ]
[Dude, just block his phone number. That's easier than putting a challenge in front of David that amounted to 'I want to learn to control what I am, and I fear what I am at the same time'.]
Yes. In fact, I feel it's even MORE important to try. I feel honor bound actually.
Here's a hard truth for a hard truth. I had a chance to stop a very bad guy who was hurting, killing, people around him. And was too foolish not only to take it, but to realize that he was only hurting himself. I can't stand by and run the risk of doing that again, not when there is a chance I can help.
[ he can't block his number, David would just show up at the house while visiting his friend!
But Kaneki also really needs help and this person hasn't told him anything bad yet. He has been kind.
And he is so desperate for kindness too]
Thank you.
I'm a half humam. I was born human, but I was turned into something else.
There is nothing I can eat anymore. They say it's because ghouls don't have enzymes to digest normal food, and so that makes us very sick, just like poison.
Lack the enzymes huh? That's a different approach to take to it as well. But if it's going to make you sick, like poison, then we're going to have to be more careful about a lot of this.
If it's alright with you, there's someone that might be really important to bring in on this. A friend of mine named Josh. If I can't do this with tech, he might be able to do it.
[ Kaneki doesn't like this, but it's not like he can demand David not to tell other people. In fact, he understands if he decided to tell everyone, even. ]
[ Kaneki doesn't want to hurt anyone and... well, he doesn't want to be killed. Living with a human is not something he should be doing, and he knows that; it's risky and dangerous. This was a good wake up call to that as well. ]
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29/3/22 15:24 (UTC)Please, let me help. Or let me try to. There are a lot of people who I haven't been able to help before, and some I've tried to. One of my best friends growing up, he had a power he was scared of too. He went by Wither. Whatever he touched something biological, be it animal or vegetable, or even just wood, it degraded.
I never stood by him properly, to help him grow and find ways to control his own powers so he could touch people. So he could know the world. So he could be happy. He died because no one was there to help teach him, and a really evil woman manipulated him because of that. I've resolved since then to do what I can to help people Especially those who are in positions they don't want to be in.
Please, let me try to help you too.
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29/3/22 16:50 (UTC)[ here he goes, he said it. He knows that Venom is not shy about it and Eddie kind of goes along with the whole thing of "We only eat bad people". But it doesn't matter to Kaneki, because he has no justification for it other than "I have to".
And it's horrible. To Kaneki, it's one of the most horrendous things he has to do. Which is why he knows he shouldn't be living with humans in first place.
But in the end, his abilities isn't about how they hurt him, but about how he hurts others. And can not stop it.]
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29/3/22 16:55 (UTC)My first suggestion is this: if you haven't met him yet, I've seen some network posts by a man named Eddie Brock, and a creature called Venom. While I don't approve of Venom himself, Eddie will possibly be good emotional support for this.
Next, do you know if you are capable of processing plant matter, and whether other meats are sufficient for your dietary needs? If that is possible already, then a suppression device might help curb any impulses you have and help you with a more 'traditional human' diet.
You said you want to be human, are you non-human now? Was this a change in coming here, or from your own world?
All of this will be needed to start looking into how to help you.
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29/3/22 17:07 (UTC)But all these questions leave Kaneki feelinf extremely weird. He doesn't talk about his diet, what he is. He can't. So being asked all those questions like this feels strange.
He admitted to it because he wanted David to understand why Kaneki is pulling away so desperately. ]
You still want to help me?
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29/3/22 17:10 (UTC)Yes. In fact, I feel it's even MORE important to try. I feel honor bound actually.
Here's a hard truth for a hard truth. I had a chance to stop a very bad guy who was hurting, killing, people around him. And was too foolish not only to take it, but to realize that he was only hurting himself. I can't stand by and run the risk of doing that again, not when there is a chance I can help.
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29/3/22 17:16 (UTC)But Kaneki also really needs help and this person hasn't told him anything bad yet. He has been kind.
And he is so desperate for kindness too]
Thank you.
I'm a half humam. I was born human, but I was turned into something else.
There is nothing I can eat anymore. They say it's because ghouls don't have enzymes to digest normal food, and so that makes us very sick, just like poison.
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29/3/22 17:22 (UTC)If it's alright with you, there's someone that might be really important to bring in on this. A friend of mine named Josh. If I can't do this with tech, he might be able to do it.
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29/3/22 20:11 (UTC)he doesn't want to be seen as a monster ]
I'm not so sure about telling more people about this.
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29/3/22 20:19 (UTC)(no subject)
29/3/22 20:22 (UTC)Will you be telling Bart-san?
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29/3/22 20:25 (UTC)Granted if you somehow were able to get your hands on him and hurt him, I'll destroy you. But you don't want to hurt people, so we should be fine.
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29/3/22 20:33 (UTC)yeah.
Kaneki isn't surprised by it, but it's still a wake up call to his own reality, which he should never forget ]
I promise he won't be hurt. I promise I will fix it.
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29/3/22 20:34 (UTC)(no subject)
29/3/22 20:37 (UTC)Well, he will still move out in the meantime. ]
Thank you.
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29/3/22 20:38 (UTC)No. Don't thank me until I've made progress for you.
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29/3/22 20:47 (UTC)Alright. Then we will see how it goes.
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29/3/22 20:49 (UTC)Alright. I look forward to seeing you at the farm
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29/3/22 20:52 (UTC)[ except probably not at the farm, but they will cross that bridge when it happens. ]
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29/3/22 20:58 (UTC)I though the conversation was over? [ did he think wrong ]
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29/3/22 21:00 (UTC)Nevermind. Must be wrong. Tone is hard in text.
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29/3/22 21:03 (UTC)Yes, sometimes. I'm sorry if that's how it sounded.
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