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[helpdesk_hero]

There's Just No Helping Ninjas


Open Post for All Your David Alleyne/Prodigy Needs. TFLN overflow, PSL ideas, requests for starters, your wish is his command. After all, Technical Support is there to assist.

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[kyley_b]

but not you.

[helpdesk_hero]

Oh, no, I had it too. I was scared to be me when I was younger. Hell, I was deeply closeted for a while and that definitely didn't serve as a period where my fashion sense was GOOD.

[kyley_b]

you were?! you, really?

[helpdesk_hero]

Dude, my high school yearbook would show that.

[kyley_b]

but you're so comfortable with sexuality.

[helpdesk_hero]

Now. I'm so comfortable with my sexuality NOW.

[kyley_b]

it's hard to picture is all.

[helpdesk_hero]

When I was in high school there were still a lot of people who said that bisexuality was a myth, or just people desperate for attention.

[kyley_b]

yeah.

i still don't know what i'd call myself. besides gay 4 u

[helpdesk_hero]

You don't have to have a label. I just... I did.

[kyley_b]

they're useful, though.

when did it change? like when were you like, no, i like guys and girls both so screw your biphobia?

[helpdesk_hero]

After I lost my powers, and the Cuckoos gave me my knowledge. They... Well, what happened in that moment made me realize that my attraction to men was just as true at that of women and men around me who liked me. I could feel my feelings next to theirs and I understood.

[kyley_b]

damn, that is dramatic.

i love your bisexual ass.

[helpdesk_hero]

Yes, but I AM dramatic. And more than that? IT was a moment in which I knew myself more fully than I ever had before or ever have since. A moment of perfect clarity.

[kyley_b]

wow.

that's powerful. i'm a little jealous.

[helpdesk_hero]

Don't be. It leaves me awkward about myself ever since. Because compared to that moment, knowing myself is hard.

[kyley_b]

yeah well, that's why we have therapy.

not a lot of people truly know themselves anyway.

[helpdesk_hero]

Yeah, I know. But I still like to think I can reach that point one day.

[kyley_b]

you will.

david? even if you weren't my boyfriend, i'd admire you.

[helpdesk_hero]

Thank you, Kyle.

[kyley_b]

<3

[helpdesk_hero]

You're beautiful. Hope you like sappy, hand made cards. You earnt hem

[kyley_b]

i'm a little sentimental. i might still have old photos and yearbooks and crap. so... yeah i like handmade cards.

[helpdesk_hero]

Well then, I feel even better about wanting to.

[kyley_b]

i'll treasure it forever