Do you love the world, Quentin? All the Earth has? Do you love movies and plays and the taste of fresh fruit in the morning with your breakfast? Isn't that worth protecting? If not for yourself, if not for people you love, than for people who you don't hate?
And what if I don't want to make an actual dying sacrifice and lose all of that for myself? What if I want to give to the community by continuing to work on my tech for their benefit instead of going down in a blaze of glory - to let everybody else pick up the pieces.
You're implying the only way to be heroic is to self sacrifice for the now instead of helping more people over decades. While that might make a good show and a great story, I don't believe that's the way it needs to be for myself.
Then don't be a hero. Be a scientist. Be a researcher. Be something else. To be a hero is to accept that you're putting your life on the line for others.
[Oh man. He... David sighs. Why does he keep doing this? David nods.]
One. But Beck? When things settle down, we're going to have a serious talk about all of this. Because I think that, in the time we've been doing this, it's achieved nothing for you. I think you should be considering a professional who doesn't know you.
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30/11/19 02:10 (UTC)[That's what matters. More than anything.
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1/12/19 21:43 (UTC)And what if I don't want to make an actual dying sacrifice and lose all of that for myself? What if I want to give to the community by continuing to work on my tech for their benefit instead of going down in a blaze of glory - to let everybody else pick up the pieces.
You're implying the only way to be heroic is to self sacrifice for the now instead of helping more people over decades. While that might make a good show and a great story, I don't believe that's the way it needs to be for myself.
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2/12/19 01:55 (UTC)[He picks up a slice of pizza.]
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2/12/19 02:05 (UTC)[As if that's all it really takes.]
You can't just call someone a pretend superhero when they haven't yet sacrificed themselves for the world.
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2/12/19 02:20 (UTC)[He says dismissively and eats his pizza.]
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2/12/19 02:23 (UTC)I suppose we will. But I need to get home. There's a lot to plan before Thanksgiving.
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2/12/19 02:27 (UTC)What am I going to do with two and a half spare pizzas?
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2/12/19 02:31 (UTC)[Well, he's got to think of something.]
I could take some home with me? I've got house mates.
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2/12/19 02:34 (UTC)One. But Beck? When things settle down, we're going to have a serious talk about all of this. Because I think that, in the time we've been doing this, it's achieved nothing for you. I think you should be considering a professional who doesn't know you.
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2/12/19 02:36 (UTC)[He's clearly annoyed, not willing to properly listen.]
Just go.
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2/12/19 02:41 (UTC)[He says that as if he's insulted by the idea of anything being more important than him.]
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2/12/19 02:44 (UTC)[His boyfriend. Not boyfriend. Someone worth more than Beck.]
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