The Day After - For WearingtheStars

[helpdesk_hero]

He knows it the second he wakes up. Because there's this void in his head. Can't explain it, can only say it's wrong. As deeply wrong as anything has ever been in his life. Of course the only reason he even woke up was because of all of the shouting. The fear and the pain. And David swallows hard because he's reaching and there's nothing.

Which is what gets him grabbing at his jeans and a t-shirt, throwing himself out of the room, barely even acknowledging Josh as the gold-skinned idiot wakes up. No, his concern is the room across the hall. Is pushing past people so he can pound on it. Billy.

"Billy!" he shouts through the door. He should have fought harder when Emma found out they were dating. He shouldn't have let people change their rooms. He should be in there, knowing if Billy is feeling this same emptiness too.

An emptiness that can't just be David, because he thinks he just saw a girl that used to have purple skin and horns walk by. Without either of those.

"Billy, open up! Dammit, Jay, if you're in there, open the door, I need to see Billy."

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[wearingthestars]

[Lifting his hips, Billy reaches to help push them off his hips, feeling as though his hands are shaking, though really there's very little movement.]

...You green too? [He only thinks to ask belatedly, now that they're almost all the way into this..]

[helpdesk_hero]

Green?

[His boxers are blue today? What? But yeah, he's shaking too, so excited.]

[wearingthestars]

Good?

[He corrects with a flush and a hushed laugh, not sure if David's teasing or he really can't pull off David's words at all.]

[helpdesk_hero]

Oh. I... I got confused. Too excited. Yeah, green. We're good.

[He moves aside to help start to take Billy out of his pants.]

[wearingthestars]

[He laughs, and it eases some of his nerves, smile spreading over his face. Much as he imagines these things to go perfectly, like some movie, real life is never like that.]

Fuck I love you.

[helpdesk_hero]

[And their lives especially aren't like that.]

I know. Do... you want my pants off?

[wearingthestars]

[Very rarely. They get all the horror and drama of a piece of fiction though.

Billy nods, sure despite how shy he is. Who knows when they'll get the chance to be alone like this again?]

Seems fair.

[helpdesk_hero]

[David has never been so quick, or so clumsy, trying to take his pants off before. It’s luck that he doesn’t fall off the bed in the process. He does almost hall off his boxer-briefs by mistake. And it’s quite clear with this layer of clothing off that he’s quite hard right now. It’s bad enough that there is an obvious damp spot at he front of his briefs.]

[wearingthestars]

[Billy's smile grows all the more fond at that over eagerness, and he allows his gaze to run down, as though he isn't quite sure he's allowed still, teeth catching at his lower lip.

And it's not as though David has anything to be ashamed of. Besides, Billy's in much the same state, hips giving a small, reflexive rock against the air, and he whines faintly at the sight of him.]

[helpdesk_hero]

[And it’s only now, like this, that David realizes something. And feels super self-conscious.]

Billy, I... I’m not Jewish.

[wearingthestars]

...I am aware of that, yes. [Billy half teases, and then after a beat realizes what David might really be getting at.]

Oh. Uh...that's...that's fine? [He's never really thought about that before, and he wonders now if he ought to feel self-conscious too.]

[helpdesk_hero]

[There are plenty of guys who aren’t jewish and are cut. David just wanted to be sure it would be okay. But David looks relieved and moves again to lay over Billy, lining up so he can grind right up against Billy’s groin as he kisses his boyfriend. Time for friction.]

[wearingthestars]

[That was Billy's line of thinking too. But whatever the case, Billy doesn't mind what shape it comes it.

His arms fold easily back around David, and he groans against his mouth, rocking up to meet him. He didn't think it'd been all that different from playing solo, but wow was he wrong.]

[helpdesk_hero]

[Imagine how good it would be with proper skin to skin contact? Or don’t, and last longer.]

Fuck,Billy.

[Words about panted against Billy’s lips as his hips keep rocking.]

[wearingthestars]

[Honestly, it's taking a lot of will power as it is, breath shuddering.]

David-

[His nails cut lightly into David's back, and he pushes to deepen the kiss.]

[helpdesk_hero]

[Good kiss. David will absolutely take it, deep as Billy wants it. But he does finally move a bit away from the rocking of their hips. With a whine.]

[wearingthestars]

[That whine is most definitely echoed by Billy, and his hips give a final rock to chase after it.]

Ah, God- Why aren't we always doing this-?

[helpdesk_hero]

Because we have roommates.

[His hands reach down to touch Billy’s underwear. And again his eyes meet his boyfriend’s.]

Green?

[wearingthestars]

[Right. Roommates. Billy's eyes skirt to the door. They've been lucky so far.

His eyes return to David's, and there's a soft nod.]

Green</i.

[helpdesk_hero]

[Still no one around. Oh god. David swallows hard and shifts to reach with both hands. Just in case he doesn’t strip Billy fully. Instead he pulls the bad down just enough to free him and leave the elastic hugging tightly just below Billy’s cock. And he stares.]

Fuck. You’re pretty here too.

[wearingthestars]

[That sort of attention makes Billy's face grow hotter, a bashful smile on his face with David's choice of words.]

Pretty? [It's definitely not something he's ever imagined someone saying to him, particularly to describe his cock, which twitches as though it's aware it's being talked about.]

[helpdesk_hero]

Pretty.

[Billy knows, and so it knows. Easy math. David hesitates before pushing his own boxers down around his hips. And thereby revealing himself, thick and glistening at the tip and definitely uncut. David licks his lips and shifts himself over Billy.]

I wanna, yanno, put them together and stroke them.

[wearingthestars]

Oh wow-

[It's such a stupid thing to say, and somehow it escapes his lips before he can stop it. But actually seeing him- Billy can't help himself.

He swallows thickly, and nods.]

Y-yeah-

[helpdesk_hero]

[He's flustered and definitely blushing and he swallows hard. Yeah. That's a thing. He licks his lips and moves to line them up before wrapping his hand around them both. And his breath shudders. Wow.]

Oh god that's good. Fuck.

[wearingthestars]

Oh fuck-

[Sucking in a hiss of hair, Billy's fingers jump to try and any more exclamations before they get themselves caught. His hips arch, and buck of their own accord, and he whines behind his fingertips.]