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[fridgeflower]

I know there's really no way to convince you to do otherwise. I just don't want the desperation to define us or to lead us somewhere bad, and I don't want you to hurt and blame yourselves if it's just not possible.

I love you, too. I love you both so much. I promise that that's enough.

[helpdesk_hero]

I promise I am doing a bit better on the taking care of my mental health and not being too crazed over the pain.

I'm glad. I love you too. You're one of my best friends, and I want you to have the chance at your life. Your happiest life. Know I will find any way I can to support it.

[fridgeflower]

Thank you.

[ That's all very... therapy-esque, and she's worried that it's more rote than anything. Not that she doubts his sincerity where it most counts. ]

Don't grumble at each other for too long, okay? I'll tell Josh, too.

[helpdesk_hero]

You're welcome. And I'm not grumbling. I do deserve how he's reacting. I recognize that he fucked up. I just hope he can forgive me with time.

[fridgeflower]

Of course he will.

[helpdesk_hero]

I hope so. I really fucked up this time, Laurie. It can be hard, sometimes, to remember that Josh as I know him here lacks a lot of what made him the Josh I knew back home. The years. The aging. Back home he's actually one of the people I go to when I need comfort, and I trust him so much.

And I forget that he's damn capable on his own here too. Dude bought us a house. I owe him more than I did.

[fridgeflower]

So give him a couple days and tell him that.

He has moments where his hurt gets the better of him, but he's not illogical or anything. He cares. He's not going to shut down completely.
EVER, if I can help it, but... He's not there now, at very least.

[helpdesk_hero]

I promised him space, Laurie. Including not reaching out to harass him. This one is on him to allow me back close. Really bad. I don't intend to make it worse.

[fridgeflower]

Right. Yeah, that's fine. I guess the thing for me to do is to leave it alone, then.

[helpdesk_hero]

You may pry as much as you wish. Never doubt that. Just let me try and respect him in this.