Sorry, this is whole thing with him is pretty new. Less than a handful of people know. Bart, suspects, Allison knows, and now you. And Balthier of course. And Matthew clearly knows SOMETHING is up because he saw me in a rush to buy more new clothes.
No, it's... Josh and I? When we're upset, when we're hurting, when we're scared? We pull into ourselves. Really badly. Shutting other people out, pushing them away, curling up in the dark or something like that.
So yeah, I'm doing the 'it's not you, it's him' because it's true.
I am certain he'll remember that, when he comes out of his hole. He's not in a good place in our timeline, Loki. No Krakoa yet. He doesn't get to have his happiness.
[While cleaning up the Chinese leftovers at their second date, Balthier slips a poem in David's bag of food that he had written earlier that day in response to David's letter. It's written in sprawling cursive script -- he's good at calligraphy, but this probably took a few tries. ]
O moon you say my candlelight is Precious for it is mine alone And yet the tides themselves move At the command of your throne
O moon you say your light is Only a reflection of the sun And yet the way you cast it Nothing else could have done
O moon you sit above me The image of a dream And yet when I awaken You are still a-gleam
O moon your faces change With the necessity of time And yet the man behind them Is singularly sublime
O moon I sit a-flicker Awaiting your return It is your sweet affections For which I now burn
[David of course finds the poem that evening, when he's putting things away. And he reads it. And reads it. Over and over and he smiles and occassionaly hugs it.
God he thought he was truly falling for this man. And, before he gets himself to bed, he does text Balthier briefly.]
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