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What do you mean?

You know what I mean.

[ why is this a thing now... ]

I though the conversation was over? [ did he think wrong ]

[No it was, until the kid got what David took as evasive.]

Nevermind. Must be wrong. Tone is hard in text.

[ oh no, kaneki was 100% being evasive (= ]

Yes, sometimes. I'm sorry if that's how it sounded.

Yeah, it sounded like you were suggesting that you we wouldn't see each other at the farm. Which is silly, because you live there.

[ internal screaming ]

Yes, I do. For now. [ he can't just pick up his things and leave, he still needs to find a new place and all that ]

I'm certain we will see each other there.

For now?

[ uh- ]

I went there because it was a Guild accommodation and I did not have enough money to rent a house without the Guild.

[ also because no one from the Alliance told Kaneki what he can and can not do as a ghoul, so he is just doing everything that seems to be acceptable with the Guild, trying to do everything right. Kaneki doesn't know what sort of life he is allowed to have here; in his world, he would not be allowed to live at all if anyone knew he is a ghoul, but here they just let him walk on his own - which is nice!, but also really scary because he has no clue what they are thinking and he fears he might do something wrong and they will just decide to kill him after all. ]

Might take time to save up for your own place. Hopefully your job, whatever you've taken, will help you with that.

[ he saves a lot on food and electricity for cooking/keeping food, David. ]

I think I have what I need anyway.

[ he doesn't know if he should tell David what his job is, but the other also didn't ask so he won't bring it up. It's not a huge secret, but despite everything, kaneki wishes to keep some privacy if possible ]

[Yeah, that's probably fair.]

That's a good thing to hear. Taking care of yourself matters. I'll start looking at my current suppressor tech and getting it brushed up. We'll start with seeing if that will work.

[ he really is kind... for someone who threatened to destroy Kaneki. he doesn't hold it against the other for saying that, but so many people have tried to hurt and kill kaneki that... well, that sort of thing gets to him ]

Alright. Thank you very much.

[David's love for the people he cares about is intense like that.]

No problem. Hopefully this will be a simple solution. But I'm also not expecting that. And testing a lot more dangerous. I don't like suggesting you try even the smallest bit of other food to test it, so I'll have to think of something else.

That's fine.
If my body can't digest it, I will just vomit it out after. [ kaneki doesn't mind getting sick if it's to fix himself. Plus, human food is not a fast acting poison - rather, it's something that will leave them sluggish, sick, weak, and they won't be able to heal and fight properly, but he never heard of ghouls dying from eating it ]

Alright then. that's the plan. I'll head into my lab and start working. I'll let you know when I have the initial band ready, just in case the tricks of an old world work here too.

I will be waiting for your contact then.

Good. I'm going to go start now. Call me if there is an emergency.

My residence will only be occupied by me this weekend, and the weather is going to dip. May I finally have you over for an evening beside the fire?

[ He sends that first, then reads it back at least a dozen times. It's taken him half the morning to even send this much. They've seen each other the last month, yes, but between work and Peter and Eddie and Balthier hopes David's roommate and not him, it's been short dates, never in private. Somewhere in that time he's started to worry that that wonderful last day in the Diadem had been too much, that David's just been too indirect to tell him. But he's still going out with him, still saying I love you. But didn't Wilhere do that too?

But Scions, he wants to have David for more than a few hours, and he's already indicated the house is empty. Does that message speak enough for it? Or should he be clear?

Fuck. ]

You are welcome to plan to stay the night, or decide that evening, or neither. I just want to have you to myself for awhile.

[ He feels superfluous and needy after he sends it, so he might flip his phone over and go occupy himself with something for awhile. ]

[The text makes David mindful of the fact that he's been working hard to keep Balthier from his own place, and damn but he feels guilty about that. So this invitation isn't something he can deny. It's going to be good.]

Your offer is quite alluring, my dear. In fact, I find myself contemplating it quite eagerly. In fact, I might well enjoy the idea of spending the evening.

The idea of having you to myself is a delight.

Now here's my question. May I cook for you?

[ Relief, when he finally looks at his phone. But not a clear yes on staying the night, so he makes a note not to push, presuming a boundary that he's missed somewhere. ]

I would be delighted, though I'll admit my kitchen is not particularly stocked. I'll send you images of what I have.

[ They come a few hours later. A good enameled cast-iron pan, two quality knives, a fine wooden cutting board, a few stainless steel mixing bowls, a single glass baking pan, and two spatulas. There are also two beat-up frying pans that Eddie and Peter use but Balthier presumes David won't want to use those. ]

If there's anything you'd like me to pick up, ingredient or tool, do let me know.

Oh bless you, I was going to ask for images. If you're not offended, I'll bring groceries for cooking what I need. And maybe tools. I want to make you something special.

Should I also bring extra blankets/pillows for the night? I'm not sure how prepared you are for a guest that wasn't providing for themselves.

[And he does see the pictures later, consider them. He's got some ideas already, but he'll need a few other items. Though he's proud of the quality of items the man selected.]

I don't wish to alter your kitchen built the way you like it, by asking you to buy tools I would use. Not yet. I'd rather you get your own feel first. A kitchen is special space.

Not offended at all -- I'd like you to have what you need.

[ He hesitates on the latter. He knows what he wants, but he doesn't want to be too forward and he's having trouble deciding if David feels the same or this is a soft ask for space. But then why would he stay the night? ]

I have bedding and related supplies covered, but thank you. As to the kitchen, I will remind you I have been sharing it, but the sentiment is appreciated.

[He wants the man to express his needs, but he doesn't know the guy is holding back.]

Just because you have been sharing it doesn't mean you want to deal with my, and forgive me if you think this is me insulting myself but it's true, anal retentive nature toward kitchens. Comes with the whole chef thing.

I will try and make you something that will taste as magical as sharing a night with you will feel.

Just... Can I ask something?

I'll defer my kitchen decisions or pushing until I see you in the kitchen, then. Which I look forward to.

And of course.

[ But the question makes his heart race and there's a sense of dread he can't ignore. ]

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